tired. bored. frustrated and distracted.

lessons today were basically boring.
i was slacking.
and feeling all distracted cause of my FUTURE.
i have not decided on whether i should continue my stay in SA.
okay i know its a bit late now but i'm still in consideration.

during assembly,
the dance girls were like showcasing their dance for dance works abit.
wish cherell was here to watch all these instead of me.
i'm like not really appreciating.
i can only 'wow'.
and the presentation they played was like fantastic or fantastic.
brought back memories.
neh. i shouldn't dwell on those.

i was like slacking at the back at the classrooms for all the tutorials today.
i really hate boring lessons.
i'm just lethargic.
its not really my tutors problem.
its me i guess.
i wish school is made up of breaks,
so that i won't have to drool over my mac vouchers during tutorials.
sigh.

touch rugby was fun.
i have to say.
if i appeal out of SA,
its a point to take note that AC and AJC doesn't offer touch rugby.
:(
i feel so goner.
i wish things could just stay where they are.

and indeed as predicted i saw my ec today.
cute as usual.
he's my motivation for touch.
but i really like touch...
he is just adding on to my passion,
like a bonus kinda thing.
hurhhurh.

okay thats about all.
enough of my rantings.
love as per normal.