so many has happened,
people disappointing me,
me disappointing others,
the vicious cycle of disappointments,
this is probably the worse week i ever had this year.
ONE episode of disappointments was bad enough to drain me.
but imagine a clump of them slapped onto my face.
i really don't know.

in addition, there were surprises,
if you think that its the kind of COOL and NICE and SWEET surprises,
let me tell you,
i WISH.
its one of those surprises that doesn't really concern me in any sense but yet my FOOL of a BRAIN keep screening it.
oh-great.

SO many friends have left me.
physically/psychologically.
its been hard to accept it.
EVERYTHING is falling apart.

seems like everything is all set into killing me.
driving me up a corner.
every step i take just hems me down further.
let me say a BIG SORRY to the person i disappointed.
(and please dont assume the person is you)

now to YOU:
you are the core to ruining my whole alrd hell-of-a-week.
and you can continue living your live thinking that its not your BLOODY fault at all.
i mean its alright.
JUST call me a NOT DISCERNING ENOUGH 'friend'.
may your relationship with your family BLOSSOM till the end of the world.
and i realised the blog entry you are probably refering to?
i'm not refering to you.
i got no freaking idea that it fits into any of those events.

on the SLIGHTLY brighter side,
i bonded with lotsa ppl.

weiyun